I am ready to change, to show up, to tell the truth, and to be real. So, as a response to yesterday's post, I wanted to share what ACTION I took to move forward. To know what to do, and not take action... is just complaining. So, I wanted to share what I have done to risk and ask for help.
I received a huge gift today, and that is the support from our government. For many years, I have always paid my taxes, and I always told myself that taxes is like paying rent for the privileged of living in Canada. Now, I am accessing some of the wonderful programs our great country has to offer. I can't afford to let my ego get in the way. I can no longer bear the pain of allowing my pride to block the universal flow of give and receive.
How many times have I done charity work, given my time, my love, and my money to support others? I can humbly say that I have given, and in a way I never expected anything in return for it. Now it is time to allow myself the experience of receiving. I suppose if others judge me for this, that is a reflection of their beliefs about receiving this type of support. There is nothing wrong with being honest about my need for help.
I humbly say thank-you to our government, and to the taxpayers that pay for the programs I am going to be accessing, and I promise that I will not abuse them.
I want this blog to be a reflection of my journey of discovering the divine in all areas of my life. One definition of 'Divine' is: "extremely good; unusually lovely". It definitely is extremely good; unusually lovely that I step outside of my comfort zone and am allowing for support.
If you're reading this, thanks for sharing this amazing journey with me!
***As I was just about to post this entry, I got a call for a job interview! Just like that... the current in the river of life is rolling me forward!***
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