Monday, June 21, 2010

In the Journey...

Had a dream about you last night.

You were smiling.

You were young again.

You glanced at me over your shoulder, and asked me what has been really going on.

After all this time, over two long years, it was great to hear your voice again.

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In the dream he said, “There is a road you are traveling, and your time to come to the end of your journey is on it’s way soon my love.”

I felt a jolt of fear, and panic. “NO, I am not ready to leave!” I cried, “I have finally remembered who I really am, and I want to remain here for as long as I can.”

He began to sing to me a sweet lullaby, “it’s in the journey my love that you gotta dig deep down and hold on, you can’t do it alone babe. Remember love, and surrender your fears.”

“I have free choice.” I whispered back, “I choose to stay here, with my son, with humanity. Even though I miss you, just as I miss the stars in the blackness on a cloudy late summer’s night. I know that in time the clouds will dissipate and we will see each other again.”

He beamed at me, and I reached out to touch him. He held his gaze and whispered back, “I made my choice. And this is my Fate.”
~~

And then. You were gone. Again.

This world is not the same without you.

I understand you made your choice.

I still miss you Andrew.

There is one long road I will travel, and I will see you again. Seems that this was ‘our’ fate.

And so it is.



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